zarina. 17. ca. carpe noctem. Tumblr (3.0; @zarinaaa)http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fecef46028e3a0b7f1ddfb487f1a8f27/tumblr_mlzo3gkRMc1qafcxvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>SLC Prom Photo💛 #prom2013</p>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/49134231160http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/49134231160Sun, 28 Apr 2013 19:33:16 -0400prom2013<blockquote> <p><span>Things that </span><strong>DON’T</strong><span> make you special or unique in anyway:</span></p> <ol><li>Liking classic rock.</li> <li>Drinking tea.</li> <li>Watching classic movies.</li> <li>Reading.</li> <li>Taking “artistic” photos.</li> <li>Preferring old rockstars over guys your own age.</li> <li>Preferring skinny pale guys over muscular tan guys.</li> <li>Being shy, “awkward” or “socially anxious”.</li> <li>Not wanting to be feminine.</li> <li>Preferring to be indoors.</li> </ol></blockquote>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/47087755525http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/47087755525Thu, 04 Apr 2013 01:09:51 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9c1be1e3f9283ade2b4bc80b2baee85c/tumblr_mkmb3oliHJ1qg9q0qo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/47087429087http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/47087429087Thu, 04 Apr 2013 01:04:16 -0400want that jacket<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/af6812e46343e566c5ffcb5abf6c9e34/tumblr_mhmsd3zLlW1qafcxvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I wore shorts today. Big mistake. #coldknees #ihateshorts #bipolarweather #pleather #thatrhymed #kbye</p>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/42168307885http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/42168307885Sun, 03 Feb 2013 01:22:15 -0500coldkneesihateshortsbipolarweatherkbyethatrhymedpleather<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/89dc6cbcfb8def797341daef27d6789b/tumblr_mhdjpjWPC21r9ouy2o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/42009979046http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/42009979046Fri, 01 Feb 2013 02:27:52 -0500story of my life<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdpowq9UnO1rl4ocuo1_r1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/42009861948http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/42009861948Fri, 01 Feb 2013 02:24:31 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/959c94b29a1ede43735fddb365094c9e/tumblr_mh2k18jVc91rxju7lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41267377353http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41267377353Wed, 23 Jan 2013 03:38:30 -0500emma watsonmassive girl crush on you<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/201f75be60e7b152ad96b25f98dc85b9/tumblr_mgwgwu2HKv1rc4t14o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41267344613http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41267344613Wed, 23 Jan 2013 03:37:09 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me0pterTj21re0ffwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41090209812http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41090209812Mon, 21 Jan 2013 02:58:30 -0500<p>My blog does kinda suck huh? Well, I wasn’t planning on making a future out of it anyways so i’m good. However, I disagree on that second part. SLC’s pretty awesome, but hey that’s your opinion so I don’t plan on trying to change it. Just know that we work our asses off, and that I’m happy that someone as negative and pathetic as you isn’t in it because life would suck ten times more.</p> <p>BYE.</p>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41090024267http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/41090024267Mon, 21 Jan 2013 02:54:00 -0500<p>For twenty minutes, I was told the harshest words by my own father. These words can either ruin my drive for a bright future or heighten it. As of now, they discouraged me, a lot. I honestly just need someone to talk to because that shit hurt. I was humiliated right in front of my younger brother, who looks up to me as a role model. He listened and watched as I was shouted in the face with very painful words, and I had to sit there and take it in with a straight face. I had to show him that words should not break your ambitions, even though they were breaking mine. It was difficult for me to endure. I wasn&#8217;t allowed to cry about it no matter how badly I wanted to, even after it was over. Since I&#8217;m the eldest, I had to &#8220;take it like a man.&#8221; My mom did nothing but agree with everything my father told me, which sucked even more. I actually have never felt so alone before; I felt very attacked. Don&#8217;t get me wrong, this happens quite a lot in our household, but this time around has to be one of the most unforgettable.</p> <p>A few of his words that I cannot forget:<br/><em>&#8220;You are going nowhere. I see no future for you because your life is shit and it&#8217;s going down the drain. You threw everything away. It&#8217;s pathetic.&#8221;</em></p> <p>Thanks dad.</p>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/39205806114http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/39205806114Sun, 30 Dec 2012 04:23:00 -0500parental guidanceslowly losing hope<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7197ef1c55c414b07562b9ffac01500b/tumblr_mfc8j1uAgv1s131tjo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38428258204http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38428258204Thu, 20 Dec 2012 20:43:36 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/025af7dfb3025962a6c95b5341291b8f/tumblr_mf92vvrbi81qiekquo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292705036http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292705036Wed, 19 Dec 2012 03:05:54 -0500legend<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_medry6f5Hu1qzed32o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://architectureblog.tumblr.com/post/38272276642/via-old-house-in-california-completely" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">architectureblog</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>(via <a href="http://freshome.com/2012/12/01/old-house-in-california-suffering-major-transformations-by-nonzero-architecture/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed:%20FreshInspirationForYourHome%20(Freshome.com)" target="_blank">Old House in California Completely Transformed by Nonzero Architecture</a>)</p></blockquote>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292667686http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292667686Wed, 19 Dec 2012 03:04:37 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c3298c628194823edb7081deaafec82a/tumblr_mf9qe8r20b1qafcxvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292642770http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292642770Wed, 19 Dec 2012 03:03:44 -0500perrie edwardslove her to pieces<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqai93uEgf1qehf4jo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292386881http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292386881Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:55:33 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/001bb5c86931af78996754bf4c3a94ce/tumblr_mf3hw1vjts1qzs7upo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292143016http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292143016Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:47:58 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d09e82280287f84c7f79125aa9e4f9c0/tumblr_mf5r8xskrw1qza5p7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292136519http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38292136519Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:47:45 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/10b992826a2facf431e338aa74aa7ff4/tumblr_mf0wyhsC7e1rgg3jio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38291940021http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38291940021Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:41:40 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdq8uzeD5X1qd3ve2o1_r4_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://leannewoodfull.tumblr.com/post/38269242446/love-you" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">leannewoodfull</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>LOVE YOU</p></blockquote>http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38291753631http://zarinaaa.tumblr.com/post/38291753631Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:36:03 -0500